Anthony Rapp testifies that alleged assault by Kevin Spacey was the ‘most traumatic single event’ of his life

“Star Trek: Discovery” actor Anthony Rapp testified Wednesday that the moment Oscar-winning actor Kevin Spacey allegedly climbed on top of him at a New York City party in 1986 was “the most traumatic single event of my life” and caused “lingering impacts.”

Rapp, sitting on the witness stand for the second day of testimony, told jurors that reminders of Spacey feel like being poked with a “cattle prod,” adding that he is sometimes plagued by “disturbing, invasive” thoughts about the alleged incident in Spacey’s apartment.

Spacey denies Rapp’s allegation. Rapp was 14 at the time of the alleged encounter and Spacey was 26.

Rapp alleges that he first met Spacey when they were each acting in Broadway shows in 1986 — Rapp with Ed Harris in “Precious Sons,” and Spacey alongside Jack Lemmon in “Long Day’s Journey into Night.” Rapp claims Spacey invited him to a party at his apartment.

The younger actor alleges that he did not recognize anyone at the party, so he went into a bedroom to watch TV. Rapp testified that at some point, an apparently drunk Spacey entered the room, lifted him up, placed him on a bed and rested his body on top of him.

Rapp is seeking $40 million in damages.

Jennifer Keller, one of Spacey’s lawyers, cross-examined Rapp for a second day Wednesday. She sought to portray Rapp as a bitter, struggling actor who was envious of Spacey’s success and jealous of his accolades, including his two Oscars and one Tony Award.

Rapp tried to rebut that portrait during redirect examination from his lead attorney, Peter Saghir, testifying that while it “would certainly be nice” to win a Tony, he places a greater premium on being a “working actor” involved in “projects I care about.”

“I never wanted Kevin Spacey’s career,” Rapp told jurors. “I wanted my career.”

Rapp appeared to fight back tears when Saghir asked him if he has lied about his allegations. “I have not,” Rapp replied. “It was something that happened to me and it was not okay.”

The remark came a day after Rapp admitted under oath that one of his publicly stated reasons for sharing his allegations with a reporter for BuzzFeed News was not true.

Rapp’s lawyers said in their opening statement last week that he was inspired to share his allegations with reporter Adam B. Vary after reading an article in which Oscar-winning actor Lupita Nyong’o detailed a sexual harassment claim against Harvey Weinstein, who has denied all allegations of misconduct.

But a screenshot of a text message produced by Spacey’s lawyers Tuesday apparently showed that Rapp first contacted Vary eight days earlier, writing in part: “I am wanting to speak out about someone else very powerful in the industry.”

Nyong’o wrote about her allegations against Weinstein in an essay published in The New York Times on Oct. 19, 2017, according to a timestamp on the publication’s website. The newspaper published its first investigation of Weinstein‘s pattern of sexual misconduct on Oct. 5, 2017.

Rapp’s text message to Vary was sent on Oct. 11, 2017, according to a screenshot shown to jurors on Tuesday.

Rapp did not dispute the accuracy of the text message, but in testimony Wednesday he attempted to account for the apparent discrepancy.

He testified that while he recognizes that Nyong’o’s essay was published before the BuzzFeed article, her article “cemented and confirmed” his interest in giving an interview about his alleged encounter with Spacey.

Rapp claimed that his initial text message to Vary was the beginning of an “exploratory” conversation about how the reporting process would work. He testified on Tuesday that he was not involved in the publication process and did not see a draft of the article before it was published.

Spacey’s legal team has attempted to draw out other discrepancies in Rapp’s account of events. Rapp testified that he recalls the alleged assault taking place in a bedroom, for example, but Spacey’s lawyers claim their client lived in a studio apartment without a bedroom in 1986.

Rapp testified that he has shared his Spacey allegation with friends over the years, but he does not know “the number” of people he has told. He testified that he never reported his allegation to the police or any law enforcement agency.

Rapp explained that while he was very close with his mother growing up, he did not tell her about his alleged encounter with Spacey because he did not want her to “worry” or put limits on his independence while they were living together in New York.

He also said that he did not include the allegation in his memoir, “Without You: A Memoir of Love, Loss, and the Musical Rent,” published in 2006.

He told jurors that the book was narrowly “centered” on his experiences acting in the original Broadway cast of the musical “Rent” as well as the death of his mother.